I just told my mum that my dad cancelled everything and now she telling me to not tell my dad that I'm going out tonight.
And she will go to my aunt's place and stay there without telling my dad.
So childish!
Revenge?!
That's so outdated!
At first, my dad was wrong, my mum was right.
Then now, my mum is acting all fucking childish and my dad so vulnerable, so relaxed taking a nap.
Fuck these people la.
Sorry mum and dad.
I love you both but sometimes you both are just so fucked up la.
I am going to tell my dad that I am going out and I am going to tell him that my mum is going out as well.
End of the story.
Mum's gonna get annoyed but who fucking cares?
I don't wanna play with her and her childish plans.
It's been a long time since I've cried and those who know me knows once I start crying, I cannot stop.
Thought right now everything sucks, I believe in what they say that there will always be a silver lining behind those grey clouds.
Everything needs time.
You know how when the parents are on a verge of a divorce, they'll tell the children that it's not the children's fault?
Well parents, no matter how much you tell us, inside us, there will be this tiny part that keeps blaming ourselves for being bad children.
No, my parents are not divorcing but currently they are in a cold war and I can't help but to feel like it's partly because of me but I just don't know where went wrong even though they started this whole shit.
It's gonna be 3, I better go tell my dad and then get washed up and dressed up.
It'll be 4pm by then, and I'll go and wait for Wahzai and Mei Teng.
I pray everything will turn for the better soon.
